Im making the effort to move on

I think there will always be a part of me that'll be stuck on you. Every new guy that I start to like, for some reason, your face comes to mind. The saying "if you love someone let them go, if they come back theyre meant to be yours forever." I hope that's true in my case. I never went out with you, but for the longest time you were my best friend. People say that the best relationships come out of friendships, so why didnt we ever get beyond a friendship? We would've been great together. I just hope years from now, we don't run into each other and it'd be too late to be together. You were the only man so far that I couldve honestly pictured us together in the end. I know im still young, but do you know how hard it is for a girl to let her first love go? To just watch them leave like that? I really miss you so much. Why'd you have to move away? I loved you so much and I still do, but I'm gonna try to move on. I'm trying soo hard to move on. But for some reason, your face always pops up in my mind when I try to move forward with my life. I think no matter what, it'll always come back to you. I just wish you would've at least given me a chance. I know we would've been great together.