I must have hate written on my forehead.

I literally think there must be a sign I don't know about on my head that says "please hurt me, I won't do a thing, so go ahead make me fall head over heels for you then please break my heart." that's what happens to me every time I meet some one new. I dnt do anything yet I get broken down. Why can't the guys handle the pain for once? Trust me guys, you have no idea how hard it is being a single girl. I just wish for once that i wasn't the person to ge hurt. Why is it that everyone else but me gets their happy ending? I'm the akward one that never leaves the town they grew up in. I'm the creepy girl that stares everyone down. Im just tired of getting hurt.